Early flowers (Note to Father)

Sorry Dad,

 

 

i’ve not talked to you in sometime, things are as always, still the same in my life..  Still on the street, however doing less drugs!  This may please you a little, i really hate to say anything about this but for the first time i’ve tried my best to keep money in the bank, by now i would have spent my whole cheque with nothing left over, until next cheque date..

Hello father,

i would like to start off with i miss you a great deal, i miss the laughter and of course the arguments..

 

i miss those moment as we would wander throughout your favorite store (Home Depot), you were like a kid in a candy store..

 

i miss those times when you would share your love with the planets in the yard and about the house.

 

i miss those times, when i would try anything to get out of working on your next project..

 

i miss those morning as we would sit to have breakfast, gazing upon the North Shore Mountains..

 

i truly miss those time, when i was a very young child sitting on the diesel tank of the cat, while you built the biggest bon-fires i ever saw in my life!

 

Yes dad, now that you’re gone, life will never be the same for me…  i don’t know if that is good thing or bad thing, only that i miss you!

 

Here are some red roses for you today..

Your son chris

Hello, father;

It has been sometime since i had anything to say to you.  i’m still have problems with Patricia Logan with regards to your estate..

i’m not able to get into the house where i spend eighty-five percent of my life..  Not like when you were around, we argued but their was always an open door for me..

Funny how things can change in the completely opposite direction by a simple reason as you moving on..

By the way, are you like that the karma debt is now resting on us children shoulders, find the comfort with a little peace of mind!  i would say it look’s good on you…

i truly hope that you are exploring, i know that there is more to see than any one person could see in the new evolved existence..

Funny how the fact, it is within the blood-line whether you evolve or turn into dark-matter drifting throughout space..  Sad really!

However i have not given-up on the fact that there must be a way that all can evolve, not believing that there must be a balance to life, in what ever form..

Well Dad, that about does it for your one and only son..
Happy Trails Dad!

chris jensen (toad)